Thursday, August 26, 2004

You get me

last week sam was talking about psalm 139. the day after he shared this psalm with the youth group, i was at feather river getting my stomach et al viewed thru an ultrasound. as i lay there with my hubby nearby (last ultrasound scare they waited til sam left the room to tell me my baby boy,malachai, had downs syn..... which he does not by the way. but i want him in the room if anyone decides to share anything again!)
anyway so i am laying there and all i can think about is kezzi at not even 7 weeks gestation, and her tiny heart beating on the screen, what they see now.(THANKFULLY not another heart beat. shew! i am happy with the 5 i have!) and i am wondering if they see any clues to why i am in pain. "O L-rd you have searched me and you know me." "for You created my inner most being. You knit me together in my mother's womb." G-d you know what we don't know. You see what we can't or would even think to look for.
it was peaceful knowing although this was the first time the technician had seen inside me, and the first time sam saw all those weird things that are in me, that G-d knew what was there. He knew me inside and out before anyone else. before i even knew my self. There is no where i can go that He cannot see me. there is nothing i can hide from Him. when it seems no one else understands...Jesus GETS me. songtime....

Wonderful,Is what I perceived,This life would be:Pain and problem free.But over time,I found reality,And through it all I see,That you're the only one,Who gets me.(chorus)I may be misunderstood,Cuz I would'nt ever fake it;Your'e the only one who understands my pain.Cuz you get me.Does'nt matter what they do,What the think,What they say,At the end of the day,I'm okay anyways.Cuz you get me.No more tears,It's a silent ride.You've broken down all fears,Cuz you have made an all of me.You know me better,Than I know myself.The key to my security,Cuz there is no one else,Who gets me.(chorus)I don't care what the world may say,I hear you calling my name,And I reach for you,Reach for you.There is nothing that I'd rather do,Than to worship you Lord,I wanna worship you,Worship you.I'm Okay, I'm Okay, I'm Okay, Im Okay.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

a piggy back from a big sister. LIFE IS GOOD! Posted by Hello
poncho knit from berrocco's duo yarn. Posted by Hello

Yarn contains pheromones!

knitting geek code? another effort to label and define. why do we hate labels and seek to create them at the same time? kelly asked me why everyone tries to label her. i think the only label i want to show,haha, is Who i belong to. to sort of quote dctalk.."i don't really care if they label me a Jesus Freak, there ain't no disguising the truth". that is the label i want. i can just see a tag that says "touchy and hormonal but blended with fun and lots of love. handle with care, tumble dry on low heat."
shelynn's fuzzy knit purse from "funny" yarn Posted by Hello

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Yarn contains pheromones!

oh look here is a posting i thought was lost to cyber space!

back in April i learned how to knit. mom taught me to crochet about 25 yrs ago. i decide i would not be conquered by 2 pointy sticks. so i bought SNB and finally got past just CO.
according to the knitting geek code, i am:
KCR++ Exp SPM+ Addi++ Wood+ Bam Syn Nov(++)Wool++ Lux++ Hemp Stash+(++) Scale+ Fin+ Ent? FI++@ Int Lace-@ Felt++ Flat- Circ+++ DPN ML2 Swatch- Gauge F S DK(W) KIP(++) FO+ WIP+(++) Blog SNB++ ALT-CR-X-Em-RS

if you want to break the code, you can go to:
i finally finished shelynn's purse. (why don't any of the stores here carry black wool???) so i thought i would post it. it was knitted and semi felted since i could only find a wool blend from my LYS....even the NLYS didn't have 100%. oh well, it turned out really cute. i put big grommets in it. needs a chain of some sort to goth it up. it sorts followed the sophie purse pattern, from i think.

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